I'm in the Big World Now...

FUCK. I'm really starting to understand how poor a student can get in college...And I've been so good about spending my money wisely. School is so expensive...I didn't even realize how small my account got until recently. It's really starting to hit me hard. When I got my financial aid package, I told myself, "This won't be so bad." I had a lot of money at the time, so I took piano lessons and got the expensive textbooks without a second thought. Now I look back and realize how much I've screwed myself over. (My parents help me a lot, but I want to take responsibility of my own. Thus, I've paid for most of my tuition and housing.)

With this economy, I hope and PRAY I'll be able to get a job somewhere back home during the summer. I'll be taking classes at COM, so I hope that I'll be able to balance my time. The only thing I look forward to is August. It'll be my birthday (and Heather's! :P) and I get to go to SoCal to attend my sister's orientation at Irvine and then go visit my best friend in Orange. When I get back, I finally get to go furniture shopping for my apartment. I really really really want to do back to school shopping, but the chances of me having enough money to do so? Very slim.

I also have the super big Smash tourney to attend this July which will last for three days. Ooooooh boy. My friend and I have this master plan to compeletely mindgame the FUCK out of everyone. More on that later ;] (Let's just say there's going to be some gender bending...tee hee!<3) And by the way, about gaming: I'm tired of Smash. I might go to Street Fighter. Just because I can. Hehe.